How to Do
It embarrasses my niece to think of her mother
Walking the streets with a cart,
Picking up empties
For their deposits,
But my sister knows how to do,
Which was all our mother asked of us.
She’s learned how to do,
Which is both a solution and a test,
So I stand in line with my sister
At the supermarket.
Today’s the best day of the week
To bring the bottles in.
It is a poor people’s science,
A concept that works until
Someone with power
Notices it works,
And then, it doesn’t.
There’s at least 15 carts,
At least 10 people in line,
But only one guy
Behind the counter:
Not what’s supposed
To happen.
The manager shrugs
His shoulders when asked.
No rules here,
Points to a sign taped
Above our heads
Which, boiled down,
Says wait, behave.
No rules, except for
What’s always been:
Do what you gotta do.
And the poor stiff
Whose job it is to sort the clears
From the greens, the plastics
From the cans, who is short
One or two people this shift,
Who flings my sister’s
Stumpy treasure
Into the hamper’s
Great, indifferent mouth,
Temporary chief of staff
Of Lotto,
Who’s been instructed to keep
The refunds down to
Twelve dollars’ worth of
Store credit, no matter
How many empties
Come in,
Maybe he has a favorite song.
Maybe he’s a good guy
To have in a pinch.
He’s not paid enough to reveal that here.
This, as my mother would say,
Is the way we have to do:
Tired as convicts, we inch along,
Shift our weight
On the black,
Sticky carpet,
Beholden to nobody’s luck
But our own.