Poem: “Return to Mankiller Flats, Oklahoma”
for Cherokee Chief Wilma Mankiller
Another Trail of Tears,
from our Adair, Oklahoma farm to San Francisco,
moving us again, to live in a hotel
and work in a strange land.
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Objects of the blue-veined are foreign to native hands,
telephones and elevators, skates and hula hoops and the TV.
My sister and I read aloud, imitating sounds of those who fit,
becoming fluent in the San Franciscan tongue.
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The memories of pie suppers, my mother’s garden,
the ever present stranger in greater need
whom Dad would bring home,
now provide my direction on the return trail.
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There have been other trails, of broken bones
And lifeless limbs, ones of crutches and determination,
others lining the heart, wrapped and suspended between trees.
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Further trails of tears, bleached by erosion
from white-eyed stares, once inroads forged by Cherokee women
who ruled the tribe before our traditions
were blanched along the way.
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On this land, still marked with familiar footprints, I return
to fight a war, not on the battlefield but in the empty pockets
and bellies of those whose spirits walked before.